Simran Malhotra

Strengthening inner resolve                       - Simran Malhotra '#Bringing the faith in my heart alive, #Seeing new clarity in life. #Chirping birds finding new symphonies'. '#Craving for new means, #Finding new evolved perspective, #Creating new ways'.

TITLE- Rising Young Phenix                  - Simran Malhotra Acknowledging my life perspective, Loving my ownself for having serinity within me. Answering all the diversified questions infiltrating deep within me, Do I have guts to accept my vulnerabilities? Do I have this fear infiltrating deep within me to see my 'real me' ? Why my non-assertitve attitude affects me in a way because of which I end paying a heavy price to my ownself? Then why my self care and self love fades like the black-white reel of a film?? Making my ownself realise my worth for loving and trusting my true eternal self, Believing in my most authentic self, Rejuvenating this spirit within me for blooming of my new version just like a phoenix ceaselessly remaining undaunted by the cold winds.

Title- Making sense from unmatched symmetry                   - Simran Malhotra This unmatched understanding of my own self, Making me realise to see new illustrious pictorial representation within me. Sometimes trying to rise above all my unrealistic expectations, Just not letting the audacity of any situation affect me to reach its unrealistic expectations.

Why do I feel entitled....                          - Simran Malhotra Finding myself, Trying to understand life from my own perspective, Following unfettered way, Developing a strong inner self, Savouring joy from my ever-fresh aspiration, Summoning up the strength within me.

I should be knowing what am I doing, Am I doing, What I should be knowing....                           - Simran Malhotra When I started understanding the disfunctionality patterns of my life, Then I started giving greater self expression to that abstarct concept, Which at that moment may seem insignificant, But this renaissance, which later helped in driving greater meaning,  By rediscovering my core self for giving deeper self expression to my own self.

Returning to my younger version                       - Simran Malhotra   My bruise paint brush, Painting new puch lines for living my lives biggest irony, My lives magnetic force just bringing me more near to my heart's intuition to help me find a part of me, Late night shows just taking me over to all my unforgotten versions, It's incapacitating fears just keep haunting in my life like dark jokes.

I just feel like subsuming myself in simpler words....                    - Simran Malhotra Addressing my inner self,  Letting my self introspection be the guiding centripetal force of my life,  Seeking insight from my core inner self    Cherishing my priceless jewelled treasures of memories shaping my new rainbow perspective full of hopes, My life new threads of understanding teaching me to see my true refined self, Learning to embrace my real self.

In the verge of forest...                       - Simran Malhotra When I am lost in the forest engulfed in the threshold of all my insecurities making me feel delluded about this 'me',  Finding myself lost in the verge of the forest,  Just finding myself surrounded with all the dark, dim and gloomy shades around me.   It's just then when I feel lost losing all the insight abt the direction, The magnetic bearing of my compass seem reflecting it's needle indicating it's guiding direction. The pole star shinning brightly just above my head glorifying it's shinning radiance, I am still in search for always being this radiance. The submergent indigo ink on my page creating space for my bold letters, My pens ink helping me to vent out all my emotions on those embracing notes. All those volumes of knowledge making me overwhelm with my own self establishing my inner resilience, Consciousnly just being...

Making sense from my inner dialect                       - Simran Malhotra The reflective aspect of my mind thoughts always keep teaching me something new, better and prolific. I don't know attimes the moving pace of all the things in my life that makes more of me for my own better self understanding about what I am, what's the meaning of my life when I am completely stuck. I just have to understand what I have been doing, as my life is more about me that teaches me what I am. Why is it that I am suppose to get influenced with all the things around me, why I just fail to understand my own existential self of who and what I am. Trying to understand the harmonious synonymity between my real and ideal self for having deep self-actualisation. My life is a by-product of what I am. Attimes just failing to understand my present self is just because of  not having insight to self awareness about my own self. ...

Dear Diary...                     - Simran Malhotra How time change and fly,  We don't even realise that how we have also evolved with it. From teens to adolescent new transitional awareness dawn's,  It teach who we are. There once was a time when I see myself being dependent,  From every small little things to all big expectations on my beloved ones.  Then there even comes a time when we just don't want anyones unwarranted intrusion,   Attimes it's then when life takes  on a new rollercoaster ride,   Then new awakening paves new unimaginable pathways full of opportunities.

Forging ahead with new spirit...                         - Simran Malhotra Paving new pathways, Searching for new ways. Strengthening my all determinations, Deepening my all resolves. Creates new ancedotes, Writing new pages of human revolutions. Engraving sensei's words in my heart, Believing in the ultimate truth. Basing my life on gohonzon,  Believing in the ultimate law.

New insight echoing deep within                        - Simran Malhotra 'I just hope' is the hope with which we feel every breath of our life, Understanding the inspiration of 'why' from one's own life. The most difficult yet most courageous leap is standing alone on one's own leap for always continuing to take a step ahead, Just admiring and adorning ones own self for one's better self understanding. Dawning new insight echoing deep sense within oneself, Just letting my spirit move with the new breeze. Yondering new light on summer eve's in the season of mist, The inner light within myself truly being awe-inspiring wonder for elevating and pushing myself up.

Seeking insight from one's intrusive thoughts                         - Simran Malhotra Why we as humans have difficulty expressing our negative emotions?  It's just our own fear of being discussed that could let us down which leads to putting others before oneself. Sometimes just having empathetic approach towards others making oneself feel like a sponge, Sometimes it's just ones empathetic approach making ones ownself an element of self pitty in one's own life. Sometimes everything in life sucks sooo badly,  Sometimes it's just ones fear for not having courage to speak which further worsens the situations intensity even more than ever before.  Especially when one is figuring out what and how to do things, In the daily choas of our everyday lives everything then making oneself realise how one have been supressing ones own individuality making one just feel frustrated. Just letting oneself fly hig...

Making sense from my lives manic expression                       - Simran Malhotra Overwhelming understanding of this self about 'me', Making one question one's own self for being who and what one really is. With time one learn to internalise past fears in ones present, Which makes one feel so restraint as everything in life starts from just oneself by knowing who and what one is. It's just ones thought process that forms one's perspective and shapes one's reality of our present time, Understanding new changing reality of our times full of all sorts of bitter better experiences. Trying making sense from new deconstruction from one's life, Evolving oneself from ones realistic grounds from varied aspects of one's life no matter what or how it conveys.   Everything at the end of the day it just comes on oneself for understanding ones ownself, Seeking insight from how one really want to see things influencing one'...

Understanding the 'Age Factor' irony of my life                        - Simran Malhotra Realising the age factor irony of my life, Sometimes some things making me realise it's irony in my own life.  Realising the living reality about which we really don't know about its screwed notion,  New understanding making me appreciate the reality of my present time of not being dictated by anything.   Understanding the choices of my life for always believing in what and why I feel it's really right, Acknowledging my souls beauty for growing with time for always understanding my new evolving self. My true eternal self always believing in what I believe in, for appreciating my true self,  Realiseing my real struggle of life which seems to take me on a new adventure in every possible way.   There is always a version of me that is so proud...

In the realisation of my profound determination....                     - Simran Malhotra My lives beautiful symphony seeking for deeper insight, My pure-hearted intentions searching for new path. Working hard strenuously for establishing all-important foundation for my life, Acknowledging that part of my own self uniqueness that always sets me apart from the rest. Never letting any negativity and cynicism ever sccumb me for the worst, Putting aside all the dark clouds of all kinds of insecurities assailing me. Enriching my lives depth for always been proud of all my life experiences, Appreciating my present perfect place in my own very best way for always embarking on new adventure. My constructive thinking pattern giving new meaning and belief for manifesting my true entity, Creating new ways for reaching new horizons for constructing my strong solid self. ...